There’s One In All Of Us
With baby teeth wiggling free and baby fat still prevalent on my face
I stared at the dark shadows of the night, the moon being the only source of illumination
You emerged from your abyss, your large spikes dragging across the carpeted floor
You strolled to the end of my bed, the yellow eyes piercing my soul
I quickly shut my eyes and pulled the covers over my trembling body
Turning on the light, you had vanished
At 10. Lighting filled the sky
Tried to sleep, but failed as Zeus struck the earth
You materialized outside of my window, staring me down from the old oak tree
I tried to turn on a light, but failed as darkness engulfed the room
At 12. I viewed a terrifying film
Going to sleep thoughts of fear and death fleeted through my mind
Lowering my head to stare at the wall, you immerged
About to scream, I closed my eyes
At 15. Staying up late to finish work
Meandering down stairs for a snack
You occupy the corner of my eye
Retreating upstairs, food can wait until morning.
At 18. Graduation the next day
Eyes transfixed on the ceiling
Contemplating my future
You emerge from the shadows, claws sharper then ever.
At 27. Getting married tomorrow
Readjusting my pillow
Petrified of commitment
Your spikes strike my head.
At 32. First child arrived
Childhood seemed like eons ago
Ideas of new responsibilities fill my conciseness
Your yellow eyes illuminate the nursery.
At 33. My child had his first nightmare
I recall my childhood
Boyhood adventures; the world seemed like a better place
You look older too
At 49. I turn 50 tomorrow
Scared as hell
Over the hill
Your spikes still gleam crimson red under the moonlight.
At 57. Camping with my kids
Hear noises at night
The trees rustle in the wind
Where the sky meets the earth, I find you.
At 72. I lost my wife yesterday
The lord took her away from me
I hold her tight I lost my love
When I woke, the rain was poring down; you stood over me.
Lying awake at night, I cannot sleep
The groggy summer heat coupled with the relentless buzz of insect wings
My eyes will not close
I lower my head and my eyes focus on the old oak tree
You are sitting their, tail tucked between your legs
The yellow eyes have lost their glint
Wrinkles dominate my face
You turn away
Disappearing into the night
Never to return
I close my eyes
For the final time
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